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Tran Hoang

Expectations: I really am fine.
Reality: No. Actually, I'm not fine. I feel broken. That I have no reason to live, that I'm useless. I feel so alone. I feel so confused because some people are so indecisive. I feel betrayed because of the two-faced people I had in my life. I feel fragile because I break a lot. I always feel that I'm on the verge of tears because there's always a reason to cry. I'm depressed because I'm always down and sad. Because there's no reason to be happy about or to smile about. I just want to give up on some things because I constantly think, "I can't do it." Sometimes, I feel pathetic and worthless. Because I have no worth. I feel that I'm annoying and irritating because when ever I message you, you seem like you don't want to talk to me. I feel heartbroken because the person I like, broke my heart to pieces. I feel rejected because some people can't accept me for the person I really am. I I feel that I'm not good enough because I can't live up to other people's standards. I feel like breaking down and that I'll just fall apart at any moment. Do you think I'm okay now? No. I just say "I'm fine" to cover up all my emotions, feelings, pain, and sadness I feel.